and, exhale.

Today was extremely productive - Not so much academically, but my life - And thinking about it while I sip a freshly brewed cuppa [from my brand new electric teapot!], listening to Art Brut through my terrible lapperspeakers [I need external speakers], after a quick shower to get off the horse slobber. Mmm, yes.

I've got a horse! His name is Rico and he's pretty much a big doofy sweetheart - And he is such a fun ride. He's easy, but still needs little bits of work, which is perfect for me. And the boy jumps! I'm going to have so much fun with him.

And smoothing out other stuff that's been weighing on me/putting too much thought into. I think getting life things figured out are more important than academics - Until I'm happy, I can't get work done. It feels relaxing.

Emotional turbulence needs to happen before anything can be smoothed out and,

I feel like I can start to breathe again.