02 December 2010

here's the thing..

Time passes by and blogs come and go. For about four or five years from high school, halfway through university, I had a LiveJournal [el-jay, guys], and had this guy since '08. Between those times, I've had two different London blogs and a lit-fashion blog.

Time passes and...mostly, I'm too lazy to log out of my email each time I want to blog. That's annoying. Truth be told, I really like Blogspot! Blogger...whatever they call themselves. I'm totally gonna keep it for my lit-fashion blog that I fully intend to kick back into gear soon.

In the meantime, Tumblr is the new cool place to be [and it'd better stay that way a while!]. So goodbye, sailing through silly! You were such a good, trusty ol' blog. Like a loyal steed. But it's been about half a year since I graduated uni, and I'm about six months away from finally moving to England. Now's the time!

Redirect your blog-followin' here, friends: dream away in space.

Cheers, guys!

18 November 2010

no, but, hp, like, really.

I just...wanted to write in my blog.

Some stuff.

Outsourced is quickly becoming a favourite programme of mine, and it has only a good amount to do with the fact I pretty much fell in love with Sacha Dhawan when I saw him at the Royal National in English People Very Nice last year.

On the topic of programmes, PEEP SHOW IS COMING BACK IN JUST OVER A WEEK. That needed caps. I am so excited to see what's in store for Mark and Jez.

There's not much to say about the new HP. I'm going to see it at midnight tomorrow for my friend's big extravaganza she's created. Pretty much the most ingenius HP party you'll find this side of the Atlantic.

On the topic of HP, it's confusing when I try to shorten "Holy Pants" to "HP" like people do with "OMG." People think I mean Harry Potter. I don't. Context, people.

My baking has been most improved! I made early grey cupcakes that were the most interesting thing I ever made, and today I made traditional Shrewsbury biscuits for tomorrow's party. Delicious. If only I didn't have to go through so much butter to make so much deliciosity.

10 November 2010

...not counting our footsteps on the ground.

Lots of accomplishments for one week!
  • Applied to grad school! And by that, I mean sent in all six of my applications for my top six universities. Now, we play the waiting game. If the fates love me at all, in less than a year, I will be back in the UK, where I belong, getting my Masters degree in Creative Writing, like I should.
  • Finished Rutherfurd's London: The Novel. [the story of the greatest city on earth]. It was on my bucket list, if you will. 830 pages of joy! The best thing about it is that I no longer have to carry around pounds of joy in my purse. I do love me a good paperback.
Can finally move on to another book! Going to do a few re-reads. It's always refreshing. Starting with Neverwhere for nostalgia's sake, then metaphorically drooling over all my Stephen Frys, simply because he's my favourite writer, by far...and for nostalgia's sake. Then, going even further back to some good ol' Dostoevsky! Starting with Crime & Punishment, then, my fave, Brothers Karamazov. Then, I'm spending my winter with the Russians!

Russian literature was made for winter.

This blog kind of veered off. Books do that to me.

04 November 2010

novemberatin.

Know what's sad about 2010? I gave up before it began! [Yeesh!] I knew from day one [literally...I believe I was sitting at the kitchen table, watching Up, drinking Jack Daniels...'nuff said, they say] that it would not live up to 2009. Perhaps it was the addition of a 1 where a 0 once was. Perhaps it was all in my head. Perhaps it was because, somewhere inside, I knew life wouldn't be a bright, romantic change for the best the second I graduated.

Is purgatorical an adjective? Purgatorical describes my 2010.

I have no New Years resolution, but I have a resolution for my New Years. 2011 best be brilliant!
In the mean time, I'll let 2010 keep sucking. It's, y'know, doin' its thing.

01 November 2010

november poetry.

You guys, John Keats had the sexiest lips.

18 October 2010

what's subjugation?

I intend to sing all of my Christmas carols this year in the same vein as Brooke Shields and Christopher Atkins in Blue Lagoon.

Minus the nudity.

07 October 2010

one more thing..

Evidently, according to TCJD, the smell of mint improves concentration.
Finally, my Trident spearmint gum chewing addiction makes complete sense!
Thank you, minty minters.

06 October 2010

just desserts, alright.

Top Chef: Just Dessert's Yigit Pura -- Liverpool Football Club's Fernando Torres...

Bros? Srsly.

not. funny.

Am I required to like Halloween, especially be excited about it? I realised today just how much I really do not care much for Halloween. In fact, I could go so far as to say I dislike it strongly. It interrupts my joyous autumn times! I don't attend Halloween parties [except that one sophomore year where I met my sophomore year boyfriend], I haven't worn a costume for it since approximately seventh grade [which was recycled from the year before (except one year in high school where I wore my usher uniform and dressed as an usher)], and I hate Butterfingers. Also, I went to get a bevvy in Walgreens and twice had to pass one of those obscene decorations with motion sensor recordings.

Most of all, I hate the films that come out around Halloween. I don't want to see Saw! I don't even want to see the trailer for Saw!

...It makes me cry.

04 October 2010

madewell & new beige, among others.

Some of the most interesting things began in some of the least exciting cities. What's with that?

Getting back in order! This means: Other blog shall be starting up again. nntsp Revamped! Get excited.

18 September 2010

why are we eating breakfast with mr schneider?

When I was a small child, The Monkees was one of my favourite TV programmes, and I wanted to make a show just like it, so I directed my friends in the most in-depth and long-lasting game of pretend any child has ever created.

At twenty-two, The Monkees is one of my favourite TV programmes, and I wish I could make a show just like it, so I write ridiculous scripts that never leave my computer, and occasionally direct my friends in improvised shows that are basically glorified, videotaped games of pretend.

People don't really change, it's true, and I still want to live in their pad as well.

17 September 2010

living is an art.

I keep thinking up these plans for trips I'll probably never be able to take because I'm constantly skint. Within the past couple years, though, there are a few locations I've consistently groaned about really really wanting to go to. San Fran, Lynchburg and Nashville [JD and vintage shopping], Seattle, Oregon [in general], and Canada [yup].

At the mo, I just have this urge to go pack my most autumny outfits, get in the car with a bag of almonds and a cuppa, put on some David Bowie, and just drive all night. Southwest. And wherever I'd end up by noon, I'd find the first burrito place, and then I'd eat a burrito and figure out where the road had taken me.

I think that pretty much sums it all up.

08 September 2010

all i want for christmas.

One thing I learned in four years of higher education theatre training is that silence often says more than words.

I believe [and I may be wrong, but] that the fact I haven't written in here in ages speaks volumes. Womp Womp. Womp.

Just waitin' for the comeback kid. Want something bloggy?

Well, this weekend was the first one that wasn't complete rubbish in quite a while. I saw 'Gidget' on the tele. Ever seen 'Gidget'? The 1959 film, not the series. I can't stand Sally Field. The Flying nun terrified me as a child. Sandra Dee, though, is great.

Anyway, it's a good one. Classic. I finally get Moon Doggy references. I want all her bathing suits.

Aww, gee.

15 August 2010

...and it's not even lip smackers!

If my lipstick didn't taste like bubblegum, I don't know what I'd do.
[rimmel london, the cheap kind.]

13 August 2010

welcome to federal hill.

Since moving here, I have seen:
  • a man walking around the neighbourhood in a kilt
  • a Cat in the Hat doll flattened in the street like roadkill
  • more Italian flags than I could count
  • identical green trash bins at every home [trash day team spirit!]
  • adverts for two different farmers markets! [the good news!]
This should be okay.

11 August 2010

like, simple, bro.

Sometimes, I imagine things are really simple. Like, sometimes I think that life could be just a little bit better if my hair was longer and, here's dreaming, thicker.

Moving to a new city tomorrow, and it's like: This is a lot more complicated than it is in my head.

05 August 2010

penultimate work of art commentary.

"My first erection was to a Renoir painting!"

Haha. Oh, Miles.

[work of art kept my summer interesting. it's completely sensical that the finale would be the week before i start my full time job.]

Miles also opened me up to my own second-biggest weakness. He says of himself "I'm really self-conscious about being young and to compensate for that, I try to do as much as I can and at a certain point point, it's too much." I hear that, brov.

04 August 2010

upsidedownside.

I hate everything about summer EXCEPT:
  • chickens [bwark]
  • rain
  • milkshakes
  • farmers markets
  • summer theatre
  • longer to-read lists
  • looking forward to autumn.
New nntsp.. post in a day or two! Clue for the featured work: The author kicked off the book with a warning. Til then, I wrote a quick little inbetweener-post. Go check it out.

02 August 2010

alexa + madewell.

My fashion icon + One of my top four favourite shops.

CHECK IT OUT. TOGETHER. THIS AUTUMN.

I am ready. My bank account is not.

exciting bloggin' news!

Semi-exciting. I'm starting up a secondary blog! [In addition to this one]. It could really serve its purpose here, but this blog [home base] is really scrambled and disjointed enough as it is without the addition of something completely organised and sensical. Alas.

I stumbled upon this website where this creative young woman created outfits inspired by great works of art. Awesome! This is awesome. Here it is.

My favourite works of art listed:
  • the Van Goghs [no doubt]
  • the Perion [nostalgic, for many unrelated reasons]
  • the Dali [dali is cool.]
  • the Rauschenberg [text!]
  • the Vettriano [scottish romance!]
  • the French Revolution poster [posters! and the french rev and i go way back]
What are yours?

My favourite outfits created:
  • Toulouse-Lautrec #1 [scoop neck + long cardi!]
  • the Perion [the satchel! also, would want to wear it to that lake. w/o chunky necklace]
  • the Goya! [browns! dreary colours! plaid scarf, i'm there]
  • the Mistinguett [strapless rompers are cool.]
  • the French Revolution poster, again [union flag skirt and amazing double-breasted jacket.]
  • the Leighton [makes me want to perform Swan Lake!]
WHAT ARE YOURS?!

I don't necessarily share this particular blogger's tastes in fashion - It's all a little Forever21 for me, but the idea and the design is groovy.

Okay, so point! [counterpoint...just kidding]. My idea is to create outfits inspired by great works of literature! HA! This is a splendid way to combine three of my favourite things: Literature, Bloggin, and Fashion! Yes.

I'm totally not the first person to nail down the idea. Gone googlin' and the first two finds included one from Fashionista, which was certainly clever and related to the styles of the literary periods, but not whole outfits. And even closer to my idea was this article from College Fashion, which is much more along my train tracks with Urban and TopShop clippings, BUT I am going all the way and not going home...or going big and not going home. Whatever, I'm lost in Cliché City.

Please, enjoy! Hopefully, it gets, you know, cool, and word gets out, and people stare at it regularly, like, strangers even, maybe. Maybe even have some guest submissions! People do that. So I've only got one initial entry, and from here on out, I'm going to kick it off with a weekly update.

SAIL ON.

01 August 2010

rememories.

After reading a few entries from my high school journal, which was often really boring, I learned that my best friends and I fought over things like the spelling of Nietzsche. I've been working on a community theatre production, which some teenagers are involved with. I don't think this is the kind of thing they fight about.

31 July 2010

toss kristin..

A Mulberry bag for the ages:
Kristin Plum Drummed Patent, £195
"Part of what we like to call our Working Girl collection, the Kristin is the perfect bag for the Mulberry girl-on-the-go. Toss Kristin into your everyday bag to keep bits organised, then take her out on her own at lunch time or after work."

Leave it to the British to finally give a piece of fashion my name, and even spelled correctly. Alas, if I had £195. Bragging rights!

23 July 2010

favourites, and facts.

Some favourite sounds:
  • tea kettle rumbling [TEA!]
  • scrollers powering up/down [prefer up]
  • thunder going away [storm-ending sounds]
Also, I found out tonight that I share my birthday with Prince Albert! This is great! Prior to this, I only knew of Macaulay Culkin [I enjoy the Culkins, this is okay], Ben Bradlee [ahoy, one of the kings of journalism!], and John Wilkes Booth [as a girl who grew up with a portrait of Abraham Lincoln gazing at her while she watched television, not so proud, but hey, um, theatre fellows?]. BUT, it is a fact that the story of Victoria and Albert is probably my favourite romance of all time. Truth. I'm excited!

Hooray, 26 August!

[Fact: I use parentheticals, like, all the time(!) when blogging, but almost never, if at all, when writing otherwise. Hm.]

13 July 2010

gone googlin' #2

This time, I didn't set out to see how silly Googlers are, but mainly wanted to know "When will John's Time Machine book cover be in stores." Well, what I did learn was the four most important things in a Googlin society: Death, Marriage, Taxes, and iPhones.


12 July 2010

me, myself, and steve.

Steve Carell pretended to own Stephen Colbert's show tonight and it confused me so much because I already confuse those two all the time, which is bizarre because I adore them both and watch shows with both of them on the verge of religiously, and I watched the Daily Show back when they both were on it!

Anyone else confuse them all the time?

Both of their names are Stephen and have last names that start with C. Holy pants.

When I studied abroad [the first time, I guess], there were fourteen of us in the group. Out of that fourteen, seven of us [that's half] had names starting with a 'K' sound. I mean, listen, and people complain about parents naming their kids 'Apple.'

Weird aside, originality is okay, guys.

11 July 2010

surrounded by spaniards.

That's a direct quote from one of the FIFA World Cup finals commentators. Today's lesson: Why you don't kick Xabi Alonso in the chest, repeatedly trip Andres Iniesta, allow yourself to be fooled by David Villa's apparent need to keep kicking the ball over the net, deny Fernando Torres a single match, even try to outrun the beast that is Gerard Pique or slip past the tip of Iker Casillas' boot, be deceived by Sergio Ramos' or Carles Puyol's '80s hair band manes, miss the mouth-watering experience of Jesus Navas' shocking blue eyes, tire after a 2-hour long match, or mess with an English ref!

My second choice of who I wanted to win the World Cup totally won! This is not bad, and not bad. Fernando Torres [see below] is my all-time favourite footballer - This is true. Therefore, despite my being American, if it wasn't going to be England holding the cup, I wanted it to be Spain [or America, or maybe Serbia. My heart and soul belong to England, my homeland is America, Nando's in Spain, and Serbians are really attractive]. Two Liverpool boys, success! Sad the month-long event is done, but the post-game with the trophy-retrieval was positively adorable. Oh, boys.

This looks a little bit like it's my front, or like it's pulled up over my head. It's not. It's just my back.

In related news, I'm finally thrilled with one of Paul the Octopus's predictions! Have you heard about Paul? He's English, but he lives in Germany, and the Argentinians wanted to assassinate him for his FIFA efforts, which is just sad. I'm glad they didn't.

Octopi are so silly, you have to love them, especially when they are football fans [and predict eight for eight]!

This wasn't meant to be a dramatic ode to the Spanish team, but it kinda was, and they kinda deserve it. First World Cup win, Viva España.

08 July 2010

exercise is for women*

long term goals:
  • be the guy who makes the adult swim bumpers
  • make fried mars bars, potentially professionally
  • raft the mississippi
short term goals:
  • teach the cat to be pest control [against bugs of all sizes]
  • make fried mars bars, once or twice
  • purchase a sweat band and learn aerobics-of-tomorrow
Also, I'm going to get through the rest of this obscenely hot summer by going to libraries every day that I'm bored. Plan: Blog about Connecticut libraries. All very different experiences, or so I presume.

Have I ever mentioned how summer is by far my least favourite season? By far.
*quoth athf. men exercise.

07 July 2010

love for my spanish scousers.

This is how I feel about Spain making the World Cup Finals today:













[For those unfamiliar with Nick Frost facial expressions: This is a really great thing.]

04 July 2010

do not want.

Okay, so, English to Chinese to English.
And as is true with all three of the prequels to the good Star Wars films, the ending is the best, and most hilarious [6:12-6:40].


You let me feeling sad!

[i heard about this ages ago and finally sought it out. i remember now how it felt in the ninth grade the first time i saw 'all your base']

don't let the man get y'down.

How come in every movie involving Battle of the Bands, and the like, they almost never win? Winning totally isn't cliché. It's more like - Pleasing the audience. Is that so bad?

01 July 2010

new.

The fact that the small slivers of gappage in the sides of my four year old MacBook are now closed up with black gaff tape [lucky I sprung for the black MacBook back in the day] is really a good thing for me. Most of my expensive things tend to exhaust themselves before I even reach the point where gaff tape is necessary. Unfortunately, it's also a sign that I may have some of my father's make-it-last-forever tendencies [rarely] and I should, some day soon, give in and get a a new one...That doesn't need gaff tape.

Speaking of new things, even though it feels like just yesterday I made the big move from LiveJournal to Blogger, I've made the decision that, some day soon, probably around the time I get off my arse and get a new computer, I'm moving to Tumblr. I shall not make this sound like I am any bigger a person than I am. Truthfully, everybody's doing it. What does this mean? Not much. I'll go from four followers to zero. Honestly, I really just do this for my own exercise anyway, or for if I ever do get famous and people want to see what a silly little div I actually am, or once was. You few faithful followers, I appreciate the reads, though, and I hope you'll follow me on my little shift down the road of the interwebs.

I've been using an online blogging system since I was fourteen. What started as a way to share with my closest friends things that they already knew, but in a public place, along the way evolved quite a bit into a place for me to jot down thoughts and keep my writing in check so that even if I'm not getting actual work done, that part of my brain stays in condition. It's really pretty great and I'm glad I've continued to use it over the years.

In other news, I got completely lost, again, today, in the town in which I spent eighteen years of my life. Explain how that happens, and yet I know London, northern Rhode Island, and southeastern Mass, probably better than I know the back of either of my hands.

Alas.

30 June 2010

relax.

Uncle Eddie's cray-cray date on Grounded for Life reminded me of how cute socks can look with heels. It's a look!


27 June 2010

self-doubt.

Every time I start to feel self-doubt, particularly about the things that are most important to me [writing/literature, theatre/art in itself, and england], I remind myself of three things:

1 At three, I critiqued my first theatrical production.
2 At seven, I wrote my first complete book.
3 At ten, I read my first Charles Dickens.

The fact that these all stem from childhood means a) I don't believe much in redemption, b) that I really believe in a strong foundation formulating who you are as an adult, c) every little success I've made as an adult is awesome, but a given since it's all very much expected with maturity, d) all of the above. Plausible.

But, it stands, these three smilers really do the job of staving off self-doubt. What are your three Self Doubt Stavers?

25 June 2010

work of art

It took me a while to catch on to Bravo's new show, Work of Art: the Next Great Artist. Of course, now that I have, I'm hooked. I've been sort of put off from my devoted feelings toward Bravo arts-realities shows when they allowed Lifetime to steal away Project Runway. I mean, why PR? Why not those housewives? They seem much more fit for Lifetime, but alas.

I've now watched episode 3, and then reversed to episode 1 via Hulu, and episode 2 is in the queue, but here's what I've gathered thus far:

  • Simon de Pury has the makings of a hilarious Tim Gunn spinoff.
  • China Chow needs a better catch phrase.
  • Episode 3 was genius, in my eyes, as book cover design has been mouthwatering to me since childhood.
  • Ah, Judith Judith Judith... So very necessary to the cast of characters, but holy pants, writing Pride and Prejudice backwards to serve her selfish sense of artistic narcissism was not okay. I shouldn't get angry at television shows, but the selfish, narcissistic writer I am was enraged.
  • I feel like they need an old-salt sort of fisherman painter in the group. Something's missing.
  • I'd let Amanda design my wallpaper any day.
  • Let it be said that I, along with the majority of women with even some of my age, taste, and personality classifications, am absolutely enamoured by Miles. The style, the goggle choice, the obsessiveness, the whole success at a young age thing, the facial expressions and first introduction to Sarah Jessica Parker, the looks wahey, and most importantly, the fact he insisted on reading the entirety of Frankenstein before designing the cover. Enamoured!
  • Very few unnecessary cutaway shots of the city and a night sky and other fluff that takes up purely entertaining silly artists.
It's a silly show! I'm on board!

23 June 2010

here's the thing..

So I've heard it said many a time that the sign you're really starting to feel old is when all your friends and acquaintances seem to, all at once, start getting engaged, married, and/or pregnant.

This notion has proven to be true. Why, I'm nearly two months from twenty-two and already feelin' it. Old!

But moreso is the foreseeing of myself as that woman who never actually seems to get older cos she's constantly seeing the world and not being held back by anything or anyone. And that's okay!

Also, drinking gin, and seam ripping with my glasses drooping down my nose. That too.

But playing football [soccer..] with a hyperactive cat after getting excessively excited about the FIFA Group C results [both the country of my birth, and the country my heart belongs to, moving forth] totally makes me feel young!

...You be Rooney, I'll be Gerrard. GO!
[I'm always offsides, he always gets a yellow card.]

20 June 2010

some

favourite images:
  • city street after the rain
  • foggy open field with stone walls
  • horses peeking their heads over stall doors
  • sunrise, anywhere.

18 June 2010

consider yourself.

Things that are nice about Oliver! the film:
- It was probably the first time anyone pulled the "tuba notes marking big guy's footsteps"move. That shall henceforth be called a Bumbleism. Family Guy explains it better.
- Identical team of really old guys with swords appearing out of nowhere in a child's workhouse? This is somewhere I'll have to refer to my copy of Oliver Twist for a possible explanation.
- That owl. It has the best moments. Oliver enters Fagin's lair and all the boys are staring him down, coldly, and this owl is staring him down, coldly.
- "These sausages are moldy!" "Shut up and drink your gin!" Fagin is a fascinating study of a unique type of paternal figure [I wish more people would tell me to shut up and drink my gin. Cool.]
-Jack Wild.
- Nancy's purple tights. Symbolising her positive and sassy attitude, no doubt.
-It would be nice to play Fagin cos he gets to talk to an owl all the time. They like, hang out.

That said, it's obvious why it's been one of my favourite musicals, novels, and films since I was in the fifth grade. Groovy.

16 June 2010

bogling to aswad.

One of the things I love about writing is that I get to call watching Oliver!, listening to the Billy Elliott soundtrack, living in England, and talking to my friends about their really strange quirks research, and be completely serious.

14 June 2010

amthgf.

This is very exciting! As far as short films go, the one I would consider my favourite is called Oscar & Jim. I first saw it in my Screenwriting course last fall along with other really great films that had been shown at the Rhode Island International Film Festival last year.

It's great British comedy with a fantastic storyline, brilliant writing, great characters, and starring one of my favourite actors, Harry Lloyd. Well!

I have been waiting for a long time to actually be able to purchase a digital copy or at least be able to watch it online. Well, quite by chance, I stumbled back by the website today, and you can watch it online!

Go For It.

gone googlin.

Google is the among the topmost ways, along with shopping malls, that we can observe just how silly humanity is!

Type just one generic word into the search bar and see what I mean. A really great example follows:














The most disturbing of observations is just how many searches include 'poop' as a key word.

13 June 2010

fifa, inspired by forrest.

I don't want to talk about yesterday's match between England and the USA. Needless to say, England played the better game and that draw should not have happened. Bollocks.

Relax. Peace.

The World Cup is important to me in a way that's not comparable to anything else. There are so many different levels and variations of importance. My car is important to me, my work is important to me, my clothes are important to me, each of my separate friends are important to me, Twinings early grey tea is important to me, and football [soccer] is certainly important to me - But all in such different ways!

Some people who don't realise the different levels of importance seem to take sport too seriously, and other people who don't realise the different levels of importance are way too critical of people who are passionate about sport.

Well done today, team Germany;
Keep buggering on, team England.

11 June 2010

allow me to be scary for a mo.

How could anybody hate vegetables, or even not like vegetables?
This is something I will never understand. My favourite childhood snack: mushrooms. My latest addiction: cucumbers. Vegetables are refreshing, and delicious, full of taste, crunchy and all around full of yum. And, oh yeah, ridiculously healthy, straight outta nature, and not full of fattening chemical grossness that this country loves so much.
The current V8 commercial is rather unfortunate and shouldn't be allowed on air. Making it alright not to eat your vegetables is so wrong. I don't care how much bloody V8 you drink - Part of the reason this country is overwhelmed with new physical and mental health issues is because from childhood on, people aren't forced to eat their vegetables anymore.
There's gonna be major issues.
Just wait, and in the meantime, eat a crunchy carrot. Eat til your eyes turn orange!

pufnstuf.

I have no idea how, as a child, this was one of my favourite television shows, as opposed to giving me terrible nightmares.



But I think it explains a lot.

Why I've always assumed that every ginger in white cowboy boots is a mayor [kidding].
My early interest in all things 1960s.
The beginnings of my passion for all things English [Jack Wild played a large role in that].
My early attraction to working class London boys who rise to the top...and wear 1960s vintage clothing [I, as a preteen, had a significant crush on preteen Jack Wild].
The disinterest in flutes that can't talk [in other words, why I became a percussionist].
Why I've never smoked pot.

08 June 2010

a solo-adventure rundown.

Yesterday:
-All my troubles seemed so far away.
-I went to the mall. I haven't been to a mall in ages, and there I discovered..
-There is a Madewell shop in Connecticut! MADEWELL. One of my top four favourite shops. Yeah, four. It only took a pair of gorgeous heeled clogs, a few perfect pairs of shorts, and some head-tiltingly expensive slouchy pocket tees to remember I'm completely skint, or near that.
-H&M! Haven't been there in quite a while. I go every so often so that when I do, it's very exciting. As soon as I cross into the Divided section, I have this quick sensation of being back in England. It's like a shiver, and nice.
-There, I bought two things that are polka dotted, and one thing that's not. I very, very rarely have a craving for polka dots, but it happened! First, I found this top, and was very excited that it looks so similar to the one in this Refinery29 feature on Gigi Guerra from Madewell that I actually discovered through this entry about polka dots in Rhiannon Leifheit's blog Leibemarlene.
-Then I found a very vintage [love the alliteration] style yellow polka dot dress. I need to alter the too-long straps big time, but other than that, it's rather perfect, and unique for H&M.
-The racerback tank I bought is nothing to write home about. Really, if I bought it while abroad, I probably wouldn't tell anyone.
-Afterwards, I drove into New Britain [harhar] and found Central Connecticut State University for the first time ever [not that I'd ever looked for it before], and it looked different than I'd expected, I guess.
-I then went on a search for CVS, but found the Quick 'n Easy.
This is when I found the desire to study convenience stores. Everything from the buried histories of 7/11, and why you can never actually get a free slurpee on 7/11, to the lesser known Quick 'n Easies, and the lives of the underestimated 'regulars.' Exciting!

Today:
-Oh boy, about a lucky man who made the grade.
-Took a walk around Middletown in my new bright yellow dress. I swear, "Love is All Around" played somewhere. Alas, I need a good tam o' shanter for tossin'.
-Stumbled upon a good basement used bookstore and bought a collection of Modern British short stories for only $4.00 and a little copy of the Rubaiyat of Omar Khayyam. Now, I'm no collector of ancient Persian literature, but there's actually a story behind this. In my youth, when my Titanic obsession began, I had this computer game called Titanic: Adventure Out of Time, which I believe helped to develop my writing skills as much as anything else. One of the items you, the character who went back in time during the London Blitz, had to collect before the ship sank was a priceless copy of the Rubaiyat. One of the clues was a clipping from it, which inevitably led you to the Scotland Road section of the ship, and when I found this copy in the bookstore, the page I happened to open right up to was this verse! It was Fate, and most importantly, it's lyrical and packed full of beautiful images.
-I also stumbled upon some natural fiber clothing store and there was a top with a vest, which created an identical top half of Han Solo's famous outfit. I really wish I'd taken a photo to prove it, but my sneaky iPhone camera skills are in the early stages. I could have bought it, and I probably know a few people who'd buy it back off me.
-I then drove around blasting Herman's Hermits and Brian & Michael.

I don't usually do list-style, or particularly long entries, but, uh.

Yeah, well.

07 June 2010

interlude.

Freelance writing: I really, really want to do a piece on the American convenience store. Studying silly things about this country is really the number one activity that keeps me quasi-alright with stickin' around here. This is the first time I've really been inspired to go into freelance writing. Now, to find a magazine that's interested in the culture of convenience stores. It could be really exciting! More on this later [on convenience stores, not whatever I was just talking about].

Slimming down my list of grad schools I'm applying to is the most redundant activity on my To Do list. Every time I attempt it, I slightly change the order of preference, stare at it, minimize Text Edit, and walk away to go make toast.

My ideal man should wear big fuzzy sweaters made of Scottish wool and be really good at building bookcases.

05 June 2010

fantastic.

[the fantastic mister fox is great!]
Mister Wes Anderson, I'm a little bit of in love with you.
[...half the life aquatic team is in it!]

04 June 2010

an anecdote, a thank you note.

When I was in high school, and full of angst, I was told that if I didn't go to college, I would have to work at Cumberland Farms. Later, when I started college, and was relentlessly mopey, I was told that if I didn't finish college and get my Bachelor's degree, I would have to work at Cumberland Farms.

Not until I'd been living in Rhode Island for quite some time did I even know what Cumberland Farms was [as it turns out, there aren't very many of them in the area of Connecticut in which I grew up], but this little detail didn't stop the threat from working its magic.

Around-about a year ago, I became so acquainted with the place that it became casually known to me as the Rhody title Cumby's, and I became a 'regular' [a title that's been attributed to me at a growing list of establishments in the northeastern Rhode Island/southeastern Mass regions], and am greeted with a smile and often a sexy-joke from those who you don't really want a sexy-joke from [very few men are allowed the sexy-joke] at chosen Cumby's shops in areas I've worked or had relationships with guys who like to sleep more than me [truthfully, a pattern, not a one-time thing].

I got my Bachelor's degree, but honestly, Cumby's really helped me get there, as a survival tactic. Every occupation has its glory. ¡Viva la tienda abierta norteamericana!

[truth be told, i semi- freetranslated that. i don't know any spanish, but really wanted to say 'viva la' something. convenience store. that's not something rosetta stone teaches, is it? someone throw me a bone, and some spanish grammar skills. how will i ever thank fernando torres for kicking a ball into the seat next to me? just kidding...he knows english. oh, continued...]

Continued! Rafa left Liverpool FC the other day. Nuts. Shocked, but it might have been time. The Reds need something new or they'll forever be stuck in this mire of mediocrity that soo does not suit them. See ya, Rafa. It's been good times, champ.

03 June 2010

either/or

What made 'Whose Line Is It Anyway' awesome when I was thirteen was that I found it hilarious and it gave my friends and I a simple mock-television show to do with my parents' circa 1980s camcorder. It was just intellectual, manic, and vain enough of an activity.

What makes 'Whose Line Is It Anyway' awesome at twenty-one has nothing to do with any of those things, and everything to do with the rad 1990s shirts they wear.

02 June 2010

hit him again, smitty


When we purchase things that, collectively, compliment each other, it is the most subtle, and yet evident, display of exactly how we are feeling at that moment, especially when it's during a severe thunderstorm and everybody, and nobody, wants to be shopping.

01 June 2010

local children dude.

The Children of the Corn films almost always - No, always - Involve a young married couple driving around in a place they don't belong, acting completely perplexed by every element of their situation, along with a bunch of kids that are hilariously not creepy, and one kid who's pretty damn creepy. And there's your formula.

Not what Mister SK had in mind, but works for late-night silly.

29 May 2010

let the wookie win.

Nowhere Boy! My excitement about this film is simply unmatchable. I wish there were a better word for it than unmatchable!



From the soundtrack to the actors to Liverpool to, um, well, the story, obviously. Everything about this excites me! Positively titillating! John Lennon, whyfore hast thou never had a film about your life pre-Beatles before?!

some call it a week.

I graduated from college a week ago. A - Week ago. I also got my final grades. I honestly think that this is the very first time in my life I've ever pulled straight A's. Was the prospect of being completely done that inspiring? Or did I actually finally decide, after seventeen years of education, that I don't mind schoolwork?

Anyways, I moved on a while ago. The shock has passed and I'm really just in purgatory before moving and starting my rad new job. A week later, that's pretty much the whole story.















Once, I was a freshman, and then, I was a sophomore. Between these times, I was a platinum blonde, transferred, un-transferred, and got a whole lot happier.


















Later, I was a junior, and orientated freshmen into my university, and then I moved to London for a bit, came back, went to London again, came back again, starting getting legitimate jobs in theatre, grew up a whole lot, and graduated with a Bachelor's Degree, a good set of friends, the job I really wanted, amazing memories, and pretty fantastic dreams.

Oh, Roger, I knew I'd always love you.

28 May 2010

about a girl.

I always tell myself to try lip gloss again. It's a habit that never fails to last about three days, and tends to be forgotten for months at a time. It started Junior year of high school with some strawberry flavoured wind-attractant gunk by VS, and that's all I know.

25 May 2010

business.

Returning to a story you've stepped away from for a while, for the purpose of editing it, and feeling successful about the edits is like going on a first date with someone really cool. Doing the same thing, but feeling unsuccessful about the edit, is like eating an entire one of those Ben & Jerry's sized ice creams.

Luckily, I just had a metaphorical date, folks. And word count checks are better than drink tab guilts any day.

19 May 2010

end of the line.

I didn't have the heart, today, to tell the ladies who have been making me the best veggie quesadillas for the past three years, practically every day, that I'm graduating when they told me to have a great summer, that they'd be seeing me. I mean, usually I would jump at the chance - 'I'm graduating' has practically become everyday words, like hullo - But it was all too disheartening.

The night before graduation, I plan to drunkenly belt out 'One Day More' while lying on the floor with a bottle of Carlsberg in my hand. It's an inevitability.

16 May 2010

repetition hasn't been this great since robert frost, sorta.



This is the narrative [and thumpy rhythm] that runs through my head my last week strolling across this campus.
And I'm gonna leave this town
With the people all tumbling down
And my boots on the diamond road
Behind such a heavy load..

Yeah, man, cool.

marathon.

I haven't been writing here because I finally got a non-university email and it won't let me log into Blogger using a gmail account. This is very silly.

But I graduate, get my bachelors degree, and move away from here in six days, so. Well.

08 May 2010

underrated.

Tonight is my class commencement ball. I'm spending it in my bedroom drinking tea and watching The Monkees on VHS via my 7inch television!

As nostalgic as the smell of pine shavings, baking, hay, campfire smoke, and the sound of cows, summer bugs, John Denver, and traditional American Civil War songs are for me, The Monkees really top it all. It's easy to see how our sense of humour really forms in the childhood years. The foundation of my sense of humour obviously was built on The Monkees television show. Wordplay, cheese, doofy characters, irony, fast paced silly...

It also makes me realise how much I often dress, as a twenty-something year old woman in 2010, like a twenty-something year old boy in 1967.



It remains one of my very favourite television shows, and one of my favourite bands. It's a known fact that I had impeccable taste at age eight.

06 May 2010

extra credit.

Things that make me feel comfortable no matter what I'm wearing:
  • grey pointelle socks
  • london charm necklace
  • lacy pink undapants
  • aviators that are only slightly too big
  • a pen, somewhere. that really says 'i am ready for anything.'

visions of a financial nature.

I had a dream last night that I was in Washington DC, and then I won some sort of lottery. It was approximately $7,000 or $9,000. [Logically, the $9,000 was representative of when the dream was lucid, the $7,000 when it was not]. My friend Jason was there, and he really didn't care that I just won all that money. [Logically, the most realistic aspect of the vision]. I recall clearly from the end of the dream that, as I ran over a bridge, I called my mum and asked her to put $2,000 of it in my savings account. [Logically, this was to make the amount of money in my savings account an even number]. I then ran off to an airport to hop on a flight to London.

I have so many dreams about money, it's disconcerting.

02 May 2010

goldfish.

Any time I take part in a social activity such as a "party" - And not my preferred type of "party" but the kind where silence swells occur every once in a while and last for about twenty-four seconds and my kitchen table ends up smelling like Bud Light Lime and sometimes there's nudity and I usually go to bed with a headache - I wake in a vague depression others may consider a mental hangover. Such activities are so out of character that the only solution is to spend the day in complete and utter solitude. This typically entails a combination built on at least the following:
-Waking up preposterously late [which to me is between 11 and noon, though to the majority of my age group, this is probably more like normal].
-Carrying very few items on my person [wallet, phone, book].
-Cleaning.
-Strolling, and noticing a good 24% of my inhales/exhales.
-Showering late and wearing things I don't often wear.
This occurred today. I'm still really enjoying those inhales/exhales and my bedroom is so clean! I enjoy these days so much more than "parties."

30 April 2010

read,

rinse, and repeat.

ben whishaw.

Is so adorable, even as a murderous eighteenth century man all full of olfactorinsanity. Despite everything this movie posesses, it's making the possibility of moving to France seem justifiably even more wonderful than before.

But back to Ben, what I would give to see him perform 'Some Trace of Her' on the Cottesloe stage again! Mmm live video projection is scrumptious. I imagine it tasting like fudgy chocolate cake, or butterscotch pudding, or both.

28 April 2010

oH Lord,

We know what we are, but know not what we may be.

The production of Hamlet that I saw in Stratford-upon-Avon in 2008 with David Tennant and Patrick Stewart is now on PBS in its film version. Nothing has made more sense in months.

25 April 2010

this past week..

Easily defined as: Biting down on a towel, hoping that it will suppress the pain, wincing through it all, having to forge on through.
And, no, I haven't just had Andrew Bird tunes stuck in my head.

21 April 2010

19 April 2010

art projects!

When I write a research paper, it is decoupage, in its truest form.

18 April 2010

you say potato...

I passed these two young gents and the following conversation [monologue] ensued: "No, seriously, it was one of the finest films of all time. Kazaam is truly a masterpiece! I mean, Shaquille O-fucking-Neal's first major motion picture...Oh, and Steel - Have you seen that?"

Yeah. Luckily, I've workshopped this kid's writing. He's surprisingly talented.

Also: [0:55]

17 April 2010

ready, set..

turn tail & run.

mango tea in the city [unmarked, unknown].

Sophie Madeleine's "The Stars" is like mango tea. I must have listened to it at least six times on the way back from Boston tonight. It's like mango tea. I kind of forgot about it for a while, and suddenly it's new and exotic again. It makes me feel hopeful, and tentative, and starry. I'll forgive the fact that this ukelele trend among my generation of convenience-seekers is making me feel uneasy and slightly congested.

Enjoy. At least six times..

16 April 2010

a literary memory.

When I was about thirteen, I was in a bookstore, and decided I needed to find a new way of picking out books since I had a limited amount of literary taste at thirteen [considering I never did dig popular fiction, but I'd made it through most of the Dickens collection already]. I proceeded to pick out a novel by deciding which author's name sounded the most bitchin [not that I used that word at the time - I limited my language to what could be said in a PG13 film, which was a lot more tame back in those days.] I picked a book by Somerset Maugham: The Razor's Edge, in fact. I don't think I ever read it, but it's got to be in a cardboard box somewhere [the travesty of my life - One of the greatest dreams I look forward to living out in the near future is having my own bookshelves on which to put all my books].

I am now in a generic Thesis course on American culture from 1920-1940. If we were concentrating on the British, I might have finally read that damn book.

But it still stands: One of my favourite Family Guy moments, because we all have them, is when Peter hopes it's not 'Mom' and says under his breath "Please be Somerset Maugham, please be Somerset Maugham. Damn!"

Hilarious.

15 April 2010

shhhh

books books books
books.

09 April 2010

allergies.

I had three different dreams last night, in which I did or did not get the one job that I really want:
In the first one, I did not get it.
In the second one, I also did not get it.
In the third one, I totally got it, and this is the one I remember most of all.
Three is my least favourite number.
But what does this all mean?

08 April 2010

springtime for

An overwhelming variety of desires;
Vintage style Portuguese baked goods.

07 April 2010

why is your a-string red?

...And I don't mean a thong.


This is called blood spatter on my guitar.
Sorry if it's graphic. [not really]
But it goes to show,
There's such thing as rockin' out too hard.

02 April 2010

willllsonnn....willllllsonnnn!!

Today, I finally bought myself a tennis racket. Finally! The only thing that could equate is when I buy myself a bicycle. That's next.


It's purple. I can't wait to use it...in action...with my glasses...sitting on top of my head.
GO FOR IT.

01 April 2010

français loufoques

Discovered these guys this morning. This video! Hilarious! Silly! Love it! At first, I thought I wouldn't dig 'em without the video, but this is false. I bought a few tracks, including this one, and they're pretty fantastic. And most of them [the guys in band, that is]: intensely attractive. Go for it.


The crazy part is when the video ends and all of a sudden they're talking! In French! And you're like - Blimey! They're French! Whaaaat?! ...Cool.

31 March 2010

pining For England: Reason 3

Chocolate and marshmallow fudge
outside Roman buildings in Bath
to get rid of the taste of freshly pumped hot mineral water.

30 March 2010

this weather..

If I had somewhere around $500 to spend on a parka, I'd spend it on this packable parka. Adorable, convenient, stylish, great colour, tartan interior, it's a parka, made in England. I'm diggin' it.

29 March 2010

stay gold.


The Outsiders is the reason that I still hold it against myself that I didn't become a published novelist before I turned seventeen. SE Hinton's success has filled me with regret since I was thirteen, wrote my first novel, and never published it.

Most people regret silly relationships, or a drunken night, or swearing in front of a grandparent. I regret letting down my lifelong dreams. Okay, when it's put that way, it sounds pretty normal.

22 March 2010

how good it feels to be undead.

I have been filled with untold joy at the fact that Dracula returned to Belcourt Castle and I've been able to be a part of it once again. There's nothing quite like toasting Being Undead with old friends.

So I'm driving down 114 as I've done so many times before - And this is Sunday, my last day of my last spring break, and I get to thinking how - Describable - This past week's been.

When I think back to this, my last spring break of my undergrad lifetime,

It will smell like sunshine, Belcourt, open windows, homemade mac n cheese and sautéed asparagus, and brown and white paint. Specifically.

It will sound like Patrick Wolf, Rufus Wainwright, Polly Scattergood, and the 1960s. And The Shins, Ted Leo, and Of Montreal because those are my springtime-coming-back-to-life bands.

It will be the colours of Nitrogen Pink, Navajo White, Striped Red & White, and Desaturated Blues.

It will taste like Carlsberg, Red Bull, disgusting sugary pizza, sea air, and Cadbury eggs [not cream, but the candy coated ones].

It will look like the viewfinder of my video camera, the main staircase of Belcourt castle, the right half of the Ion, bits of white dish flying at me in 3D, and Thayer Street.

It will feel like untold stress painted over by a thick layer of celebratory bliss.

Happy 200s, I guess.

19 March 2010

counting.

Number of Mountain Goats songs found in Moral Orel is now up to 2.

Number of times I squealed with excitement during our film shoots and music rehearsal tonight was completely countless. As in...too many to count.

Garsh I love the Mountain Goats, and Moral Orel, and successful film shoots.

16 March 2010

everyday is in eternity!

I saw a man today who looked exactly like Allen Ginsberg.


He got a sandwich at Quiznos, and it wasn't Allen Ginsberg.
But when it comes down to it, I crave writing, but I never crave a Quiznos sandwich.

Pining For England: Reason 2

Winston Churchill.

And everything he ever said.

09 March 2010

action.

Does anyone else realise the importance of tennis? How else would we know spring is kind of here without the sound of thwacking of rubber balls 'n rackets? It's the greenest of all sport.

There is no better way, besides peace sign gestures and a real good romp in the sheets, to actively prove our youth and vitality.

Final summation: A trip to Benny's to find the cheapest tennis racket is in order.

08 March 2010

oscar.

My favourite description of James Cameron I have ever heard comes from Alice Gregory:

"WHO AM I? I divorced the hottest woman in the world, I married a woman who resembles a raw vegan instead, I look like a lesbian, and all I didn’t get was this stupid Academy Award."

Don't get me wrong, I have nothing particularly against James Cameron - I'm a huge Titanic fan, but, uhh, I'm over it, and glad about Kathryn Bigelow's win. Granted, this is coming from one of the 2% of the country who has not seen Avatar [or The Dark Night]. [editor's note: 2% is a random number, not at all a real statistic.]

Now, to be honest, I watched the whole show last night [after zipping back from pre-show fun that aired on ABC6 in Provvy]. I adore you, Steve Martin, and Alec Baldwin, you're a cool dude, but, speaking truthfully here, for all it's worth, Ben Stiller stole the whole damn show.

By the way, I was one of the red carpet photographers at Oscar Night America: Providence. If you were watching ABC6 before the Oscars began, you may have seen me trying to look profesh with my clunky white Holga and two rolls of Lomo film. They gave me a photo assistant. Always in style. And if you watch the highlights, you may not be able to find my face, but you can definitely see my flashes...from my camera.

Go Oscars.

05 March 2010

throw y'hands in the air..

I'm truly obsessed with this song.


Enjoy the spinning record. Now get to downloadin'...

more of what we want & can't have.

How badly do I want to go to this:

The answer is: Very. Very badly.

But I can't. Music Festival in THE GORGE, WASHINGTON. Memorial Day Weekend. And it sounds brilliant on many accounts. I didn't post the trailer because, actually, I don't like the trailer. The audio is very not pretty. BUT, personally, I've been itching to go to Oregon/Washington for many a year and, well, I guess England typically prevails, BUT srsly, in my dreams.

Name a list of all my favourite bands and a good majority would be at this festival. Here's a few! [There's more bands than this, but these are ones that I'm titillated by because this is my blog, and I can]...

Saturday, we've got My Morning Jacket, Miike Snow, The Hold Steady, and GET THIS, my beloved Edward Sharpe & the Magnetic Zeros.
Sunday, we've got Dirty Projectors, Tallest Man on Earth, Girls, and The Fruit Bats [who I totally missed in Boston back in September for no good reason!] Oh, and, yeah, haha, the comedy stylings of Mr Mike Birbiglia: My favourite stand-up comedian, in fact, the only one I've ever really given two crappers about.
And Monday, holy crap: MGMT, New Pornographers, Band of Horses, Dr Dog [who I'm seeing in May anyway], and the frickin Mountain Goats! [though I guess I've seen them already at least].

But, I mean, really.

04 March 2010

writing: it's what i do.

After spending approximately four minutes reading the Wikipedia article on dalmatians, I, unrelated, decided it was about time I post what I actually write to th'blog. Which isn't blogging. I've only got a couple months left of undergrad, which means only two months left of somebody handing me clever exercises to keep me regularly writing. I'll post some of the one pagers from my Creative Nonfiction course.

The following exercise was simply to describe a place that suggests a story. Enjoy:

What is that song?

The usual sounds were there -- Voices figuring out if they needed the Northern Line or Piccadilly Line [an American couple deciding upon the Black line rather than the Blue line], voices competing over who was more pissed last night [Richard or Rodge?], voices considering which show to go see tonight [always insulting choices -- Wicked or We Will Rock You or Mamma Mia--]

That's it! It's 'Dancing Queen.' He's playing Dancing Queen.

No one riding the tubescalator -- The escalator, that is -- Had ever seen the guy play anything quite as melodically complex as 'Dancing Queen' before. Anyone staring down, angled at him, were staring into his bucket -- Because unlike the other buskers who all used the case their instruments came and went in, he used a blue twelve-gallon bucket, like one a horse would drink out of. How a vacuum cleaner saxophone playing robot thought he would ever make twelve gallons of loose 5p coins was absolutely ludicrous. It is this realisation alone that would make twelve people go by completely looking away -- And it is difficult to look away from a vacuum cleaner robot that is playing "Dancing Queen" on a vacuum cleaner saxophone.

The tubescalator seemed to move extra slow. It is around the end of the day and the beginning of the evening -- Not the night, but the evening, specifically -- That this appears to happen. It doesn't actually move any slower. There is probably, or maybe, no way of controlling the speed of the tubescalator, but when it is so completely filled with tourists who haven't been warned of the law about standing to the right and letting others pass -- That pulling out your excessively large Tube map completely last minute or finding your souvenir Tube map thong you just shamelessly purchased -- is not nearly as important as other people getting to where they need to go -- This is the pride and joy of the London transport system -- A seamless flow.

Without a seamless flow, life is harder to observe on account of building frustration. The big Leicester Square roundel looms overhead -- The legendary red circle with the horizontal blue bar with white text reading either 'Underground' or whatever station it is ornamenting. If the miners had such a simple, soothing logo such as this reading 'Underground,' the idea of that word may have not been filled with such anxiety. A seamless flow.

On the walls, lining the tubescalator, are rectangles -- Approximately twelve inch by eighteen inch rectangles. They're usually filled with ads, often for plays and shows going on, often for travel, and even more often for Virgin gym. They were not filled with ads then, but were instead filled with morose, pleading faces of frustration -- Faces that were still able to feel complete narcissism despite the congestion. The space looked so dark in the rectangles -- And the world seemed to move even slower. Nearing the end of the moving stairs, finally able to maybe break free of the backed up humans, five people struggled in woolen pockets for change. Maybe the vacuum cleaner saxophone playing robot needed some after all. Only he could make "Dancing Queen" last what seemed like forever. And when a seamless flow of people heads down a brightly lit white hallway into a stream of building heat, it was probably a good time to empty heavy pockets.

03 March 2010

et encore.

Sans toi, les émotions d'aujourd'hui ne seraient que la peau morte des émotions d'autrefois.

[amélie]
Srsly.

if vernon is walking down the sidewalk at one mph, will gregor pass him if...

A Breakdown of the Greatest Social Problem of Our Time:
When approaching somebody, and they are approaching you, there is an obvious debate about what to do next. Do you look away? Act natural? SAY HI??

A lot more thought than we realise goes into this problem and I think it is based on these factors:
-How well you know the person
-How happy you typically are to see this person
-When is the last time you spoke to one another
-Has anything awkward happened between you, ever
-How aesthetically pleasing are they/you
-Are you walking with somebody
-Are you walking with a group of people
-Are you in the middle of doing something [ie texting, iPodding, studying how many more licks there are to your tootsie pop...]
-Will you actually cross paths or are one of you turning
-Is there weather? Specifically, inclement weather
-Do you have the testicular fortitude to completely ignore somebody you know?

And then it leads into the question of: Do you Stop & Talk, Say Hey, or Wave, or just Smile, or even just Half Smile?

It's all extremely confusing. Even a social genius couldn't solve a problem like this.

I feel like if I was any good at mathematics, I'd be able to figure this out that way, rather than psychoanalytically.

28 February 2010

raisins d'eat[re].

The only reason I really want to become famous is so that my childhood drawings and writings and other such creations will be endearing and hilarious, and maybe amazing for a child, instead of just awkward.

some maysay.

Those of us who have remained truly human maintain that constant nomadic urge to migrate, and yet to develop home along the journey.

27 February 2010

belated culture shock.

Well. In England there are coins that resemble quarters and they're called 50p. Fifty Pence. In the States, there's a coin called the quarter, meaning .25, meaning Twenty-five Cents. Well, having a coin that's worth 50% rather than 25% always makes more sense to me, but that's rather besides the point.

Today, I was in Boston. I went to pay for a sandwich. It was $7.48 [don't get me started on the price]. I handed the nice lady a five dollar bill, two one dollar bills, and a quarter. Well. To make things worse, I asked her to keep the change. She had to point out to me that it was $7.48 and I'd given her $7.25.

Summation: It would not have been nearly as embarrassing had I been trying to look cool [I've Been in the UK Recently And Know About Their Currency! Bully For Me!]. The reason it was so embarrassing was that I was completely serious about the fact that I've been back from England since August and I was still able to think a quarter is fifty cents.

Bully, bully, I say.

25 February 2010

up with the tops again.

What are you doing on 7 March? I'll be doing this:

You can find me out on the red carpet as head photographer. It sounds fancy, but I'm just really excited to dress snazzy and in all black - That's one of my favourite pasttimes.

But srsly, I feel very privileged to be there helping out RIIFF. They're really cool people, and independent films rock, like in the modern sense, they rock.

22 February 2010

sometimes we all do things that, well, just don't make no sense.

Haley Joel Osment said on the television that Forrest Gump, starting last night, will be on, like, every night this week. I'm going to watch it every night, starting last night, which I did, just to see if I can do that without getting sick of it.

Day Two: So far so good. But I'm only at the part where the principal makes silly sex-noise. So, well.

Mostly, it always makes me feel sad, and happy, and the kind of sad that makes you happy, and like I want to listen to The Beatles and The Byrds. Also, it needs to be said that I have, in fact, had a burger at the Bubba Gump Shrimp Co, though it was in Manhattan, and it was extreme deliciosity. We was like peas 'n carrots, me 'n that burger.

process/result.

Ever notice, in most situations, everything that can go wrong tends to go wrong, and things just keep going wrong - Our lives are practically built on moment after moment that just seems to be the opposite of what is desired - But the result is almost always great and worthy of about five million huge exhales and even bigger smiles, even if it's not what was originally planned?

Makes a person think: It's never in the process, but in the result.

Or maybe not. But it's a thought.

priorities.

The first thing I'm going to do, it's been decided, when I have a slightly more steady cashflow, is eBay. Did anybody else know that eBay is not only still cool after all these years, but has gotten way cooler?

I'se gonna find me some vintage dresses, yessir, I am.

21 February 2010

here am i sitting in my tin can.

The astronauts must have such a groovy time,

and in the most peculiar ways.

only like a violin-playing goat.

I Wish I Was Here.

This was certainly the most positive bumper sticker I've ever seen.

19 February 2010

an interview for a friday.

Well. It's been a terribly stressful week, but it's finished up in a pretty delightful way - Lots of tea, Barnes & Noble, snarky comments, Girl Scout cookies, and a bit of alone time. I took a moment to enjoy this interview I found, and don't remember how [most likely through one of the blogs I frequent daily.] I've been as of late rediscovering my true self, as we all do from time to time, and remembered that who I really am is a writer, born and bred. As I was reading it, I got somewhat inspired to think about these questions myself and it was quite fulfilling. Every writer must appreciate their Writin' Room. On campus apartment: It may be, but it's my own space, and I feel at home in it, which is perfect to promote creativity. So, check out the interview with author Caroline Leavitt, but here's mine below as well...

What does your desk—the bare desk itself—look like, and how did you acquire it?

It belongs to the university, so not much mystery in the desk alone, in all its nakedness. But it's a good size, probably not made of real wood, though it is pretty convincing, and the whole thing's really heavy. I would know. There's a big drawer where I keep papers I don't know what to do with, a medium drawer where I keep electronic stuff, and a smaller drawer where I keep materials-of-an-academic sense [stapler, pens, et cetera]. And a pull-out tray thing I just found a purpose for [dinner assistant]. And a drawer for makeup and jewelry, too, cos I'm a girl, and we need those. There are never enough drawers.

What’s on your desk?

My beloved black MacBook when it's not on my bed or my bedside table, speakers my sister gave me and my roommates and neighbours probably hate her for it, Halo tin in which is a whole bunch of packs of Trident Spearmint gum, a couple CDs [one for Musical Theatre class, one is a T.Rex mix from Chad], DVD player which now has a pink remote since someone from some party probably stole the old one, the perfect-sized television right on top of that, HP Photosmart printer that I yell at far too often considering I hope it lives forever. On top of the printer is a lovely display of memories: A Jack Daniels tin I bought at Sainsbury's back in '08 [it used to have a couple nips in it], memorial bottle of Jack for Mikey [miss you bunches, bud], the Dalek I got in Cardiff, a piece of the giant Christmas tree from IMC's Nutcracker '09 [hilarious to those who saw me haul it around three times a day], and, oh yes, an empty bottle of hand sanitizer.

What do you wish wasn’t on your desk?

Well, I recently cleaned my desk, so it's actually making me quite happy right now. But right now, there's a box of Girl Scout cookies I just bought, and it's taunting me. It's the kind we always called Samoas as Girl Scouts in Connecticut, but they call them Caramel deLites here which is both poor spelling and annoyingly lacking in creativity.

Are there artifacts in your office that relate to your current project?

I don't think I'll ever have an "office." Maybe if I ever get married. But I kind of like sleeping where I work. Anyway, most things relating to my current project are on my lappers/XHD, but there are bunches of England-related things on my wall [including a David Tennant Love's Labours Lost, an Underground symbol, a War Horse poster, LFC paraphernalia, English flag] and most of the book is set in current day London, and the main character is an actor from Liverpool, so.

Are there living things in your office (besides yourself)?

This is why I am planning on getting fish, yes, this week. But I hate what they look like when they die, so I'm nervous. I have a goat marionette and lots of dust bunnies under my bed. That's as close as I can get at the mo.

What else surrounds you?

Naturally, my bed, which I think is the most comfortable thing in the world until I sleep elsewhere in a real bed and swoon. I've also got a blue college apartment style couch, which is only in here because I'm on the first floor so when we moved the new couch into the living room, we had to put this one somewhere. On that, I've got a tiny television with a built-in VHS player, which I never use, a British flag, and a humongous scale model of the Globe Theatre that I made last semester. I've got a minifridge for beverages only. On that is a sideways milk crate that fits about half of my books that are in this state [about 5% of my whole collection - If I could have anything in my dream apartment, it would be a ginormous bookcase], a Strand bookstore mug, a Rough Trade record shop mug, a Hartford Whalers beer mug, and an empty Lucozade bottle. My guitar's over there by the unused couch - It's a gorgeous Martin DX1 acoustic and I treasure it - I'm extremely choosey about who can touch it. Next to that is my dresser on top of which sits beauty products, all of which are green, a lamp, which is blue, my five pound weights I lift whenever my arms are bored, and my brand new Aroma electric tea kettle since I dropped my other one on stone steps during a rainstorm amidst my last move. Next to that is my wastebasket, which is still covered in strips of luaun - I altered it to use as a prop for last summer's What the Butler Saw and it was quite the project. It was a good summer. Finally, the last truly mentionable item is my bedside table because it has somehow survived since my motel-life days. It's black, simple, and one of my favourite, and yet most forgettable things. It always has at least five books and a pack of gum on it.

What’s on the walls?

Starting from the window, which has blinds that are never opened except to peer out on the occasional drunken brawl outside, because it overlooks a street and campus life. Above the window is a quote from Doctor Who, yup: "The truth is, the world is so much stranger than that, so much darker, so much madder, and so much better." I wrote it using ink [literally], and a white oil pastel with ink-water mixture. Turn left. Poster from the RSC's David Tennant Love's Labours Lost, though I wish I'd gotten the Hamlet one since that got ridiculously famous. War Horse poster from the National Theatre. Posters from shows I've been involved with. KCACTF Dukakis Centre sign that the three of us took after our last load-out last year, and wrote a bunch of quotes from the week on it. Next to that hangs the goat marionette [it's large]. My mum got that for me. On the other side of the door: LFC posters. On closet door hangs the annual Britain calendar. February focuses on The Highlands. Bagpipers. Beside the closet are two vintage Clash album covers straight from the '70s. Wall behind bed has the big English flag. Behind headboard is London Underground poster, and beside that is 'the friends wall.' This includes, mostly, stuff my friends have made me [drawings, thank you cards, a Valentine card, birthday card, photo, and a legitimate photo booth strip]. I live in a campus apartment. Personalisation and non-empty walls are huge feats.

What have you lost in your office that you really wish you could find?

So many socks! My sock population constantly dwindles. Also, my London charm necklace. Actually, the second one. Because I lost the first one somewhere this summer. It's a doomed necklace.

What tools do you write with?

This necessitates a list:

-Black MacBook [which is covered in stickers and nearly four years of love. One of my greatest dreams is that this guy shall live forever.]

-Sketchbook, which I use for writing down anything and everything. From grushry lists to class notes to ideas. You can tell when I'm working on my book because I write in illegible cursive so no one can read it [sometimes including me]. I use sketchbooks for writing and those big yellow lined writing pads for sketching.

-Black Pilot Precise rolling ball pens.

-iTunes genius, or purposefully built playlists.

-Beer or tea or whiskey or Red Bull, depending on the mood.

-Photos [locations and characters].


Is anyone allowed to come in and clean?

I think that's a question for people who can afford to pay people who enjoy being paid to clean eccentric writers' offices. I have no office, and little money, so. I clean my own writin' room and it thrills me every time.